Some people had asked me why do i look like I am about fall down in pieces... I think i found some of the reasons:

I´m sick, my job sucks, I´m still sad for the dead of my brother, Monday to Friday are boring to me cuz i can´t see any of my friends so i have to be alone those days, I´m convinced that I´m going to be alone the rest of my life and it´s going to be my fault, I´m losing everything that I love little by little, a friend who used to cheer me up don´t talk to me anymore, my life is stucked and it doesn´t go forward anymore, my father was dying last tuesday cuz he had a heart attack but right now he is ok and he is at home... well i have to recognize that this last thing is ok, I´m so damn happy that he is still alive, he was only one day in that fucking hospital and now he is... kind of.. ok, but I´m not at all, the storm keeps on falling and it doesn´t seems like it is going to end, and I have to learn how to handle it by myself because no one seems to help me...

Sorry guys, I´m not ok right now...