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no rain last forever..... not in my case

Thu Feb 2, 2006, 1:03 AM
I dont have any idea if people read my journals (or if they give a shit about me) but i feel like writting this anyway.

I dunno if i wanna keep going on, i mean, i haven´t take DA seriosly in a long time, and even if some people are watching me (and i´m grateful for that) i dont think that i´m important, and i can disapear the day of tomorrow and nobody will care, so i wanna know if you people want me to stay or go away, and if this journal doenst have any comment it will be like you said go away.

These last days have been so shitty to me, i realised that there are a lot of crap in my life, things that i cannot change, bad things that will keep happening, and that my bad luck will never end, that i keep making mistakes, that i will never be the number one on nothing, i´m always the second, i´m forgettable......... maybe i deserve all this.

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:iconkuroimayuge:
:cling: Don't leave.

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"If you loved me, you'd all kill yourselves today"
--Spider Jerusalem
:iconb14ck:
i can't be the best either...it's like some greater force keeps me from excelling at stuph
bat thing in our lifes will always exist but one of life's meanings is overcoming them(in time)
it is true that people are insignificant...we all are more or less. we will fade away eventually but for some of us our true life will have only just begin. that life may be in another world which i'm sure that it is there somewhere or maby people will recognize us by what we have done in our lives worth of reconing, what we have left behind. and if rain lasts forever...get an umbrella or maby a boat...an umbrella of "ignoring what you don't like" and a boat "of sanctuary and a place of you'r verry own where no one can disturb your thoughts, your creativity your dreams"
cheers mate and i hope you don't leave

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oameni fara scop intr-o lume fara sens
:icondarkrobx:
Thanks a lot man, you are so right, i´m not going to give up, even if "this rain" last forever i can handle it, i just felt like i lost all of my strenght, something is making me weak, i used to be stronger, almost all my life has been like this, i dont know how i considered to give up right now, i will be here, i´m not leaving, if have friends like you around me i will have enough strenght to keep going on.

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I'm not here, this isn't happening
:icondarkrobx:
:cling: I´m not going to leave, i don´t know what happened to me, i just lost all hope in myself, i don´t even like make this things public because i don´t like to worry the people who cares about me, but it was like something that i wanted to say, I´m going to stay as long as i have friends like you around me.

Thanks for being here :hug:

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I'm not here, this isn't happening
:iconkuroimayuge:
Yeah, but if you keep it in, we'll worry even more. :hug:

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"If you loved me, you'd all kill yourselves today"
--Spider Jerusalem
:iconb14ck:
that's so cool of you to say that about us u r friends :hug:
may you'r strenght last forever too

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oameni fara scop intr-o lume fara sens
:iconsoakingspleen:
ay ay ay... a ver chaval, mira las rachas de mala suerte
se acaban algún día
y eso de ser el número uno... pues yo sé que el mundo de hoy
es enfermamente competitivo pero
el pnto má simportante es que estés convencido
de que en cada cosa que haces estás dando lo mejor
y si nadie sabe reconocerlo, come on
reconócete tú mismo!!!! no te me deprimas
sonríe, siempre serás el número 1 para alguien más
aunque no lo sepas ;)
=)

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:star: To catch me, you gotta be fast. To find me, you gotta be smart. But to be mine.. damn, you gotta be kiddin':star:
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:icondarkrobx:
Es dificil seguir adelante cuando vez que todo se esta viniendo abajo, y que la persona en la que mas confiabas te abandona asi de repente solo por que "se canso de ser sociable con la gente", muchas cosas han pasado estos dias y el destino todavia me remata con algo aun mas fuerte, lo de ser el numero 1 ....bueno es que muchas personas siempre me han agarrado de premio de segundo lugar, y en cuanto pueden tomar el "premio de primer lugar" se olvidan de mi, no digo que eso pase siempre, pero me acaba de pasar otra vez y la verdad duele.

Por otro lado se que nada es para siempre y se que esta "tormenta" cesara algun dia, y que tal vez algun dia no tenga que estar caminando entre los escombros que quedan, y se que el camino sera mas facil si gente buena como tu me sigue apoyando. :)

Espero ser el numero 1 para alguien algun dia. :hug:

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I'm not here, this isn't happening
:iconsoakingspleen:
lo serás, o quizá ya lo eres y tú
ni te das cuenta... seguro pa tus papás
sí que eres el 1 pase lo que pase ;)

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:star: To catch me, you gotta be fast. To find me, you gotta be smart. But to be mine.. damn, you gotta be kiddin':star:
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